Post by Ellian (@ellianprince)

For many nights, sleep left my eyes. I thought my greatest battle was the darkness around me, but I have come to realize that my greatest battle was the darkness I allowed into my own heart.

I blamed my family. I blamed my mother. I blamed people around me. I blamed life. But I hardly stopped to ask God to show me where I had gone wrong.

After listening to Apostle Selman's teachings, I broke down. I realized that God was calling me to repentance, not to excuses. I chose wrong paths. I entered wrong circles. I made decisions that dishonored God, and instead of admitting my sins, I kept pointing fingers at others.

I am deeply sorry.

The enemy took advantage of my choices and my weakness, but today I refuse to continue living in denial. I don't want to stand strong in sin. I want to kneel in repentance. I don't want to justify my past. I want God to change my heart.

The sleepless nights should have driven me to my knees in prayer, but instead I let anger and blame consume me. Yet even through all of it, God was still calling me back.

Voicing out about our transformer was one of the first steps that made me stop and reflect. It wasn't the end of my journey—it was the beginning of God opening my eyes to my brokenness.

Today, I ask God for mercy.

Father, forgive me. Forgive every sin I have committed knowingly and unknowingly. Wash me clean. Remove every pride, every lie, every wrong relationship, every wrong desire, and every habit that kept me away from You. I don't want to return to the life I lived before. I want a new heart, a new mind, and a new beginning.

To everyone I have hurt, disappointed, or wronged, I ask for your forgiveness. I cannot change my past, but by God's grace I can choose a different future.

Please pray for me. I am not writing this because I am proud of my story. I am writing it because I am truly sorry, and I believe God's mercy is greater than my failures. I surrender my life to Him completely.

May the world sees my repentance, , My spiritual father for attacking him #Leekelekee #Arisetv @charle pryler.

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